charlatan .....

i can see it coming though... my main concern is the idea that i'm going to go through it all over again. Sweet words, complements, were just a cover up to a very systematic yet cunning divide and conquer process. Everything was still fresh in my mind , i remember everything...forever.

But am i going to run? I saw people running and leaving before. Do i need to stand up now and fight? i believed in myself and as a matter of fact i proved myself worthy so why should i back up? these questions spinning and swirling inside my head...the feeling? i just can't put in in words, no words can perfectly describe my feeling. Ya Allah..Please help me, please help me...